...a real "bitch day" for me. I've been very argumentative with the bf, when we normally get along just fine. I don't think it's the restricting, although I'm sure that clinically that "must" be the reason. I just think it's because it's about that time of the month. Ugh.
I did great with keeping the cals right on target though, which makes me happy.
breakfast: 400 cals, 5 carbs
lunch: 300 cals, 4 carbs
*dinner: 100 cals, 4 carbs
Totals: 800 cals, 13 carbs
Not bad, not bad. Oooh, and I was at the supermarket yesterday and found these tuna salad packets that are absolutely perfect (if you like tuna), the entire pouch is only 100 cals and 4 carbs (*see dinner, lol).
I found that as the days go by, I feel the hunger pangs but when I actually eat I feel full very quickly. I'm not sure what that's all about. It just sucks because I measure my food, and I know I have to eat all of it in order to reach my goals for the day. Perhaps in a few weeks I'll tone it down to 400, 600, 800, and eventually to 200, 400, 600 like it's supposed to be? Hmmm....
My exercise for today was the usual walk. I was disappointed because M wanted to go the reverse direction from the way we normally go, and the thing with that is it's the easier way to go in my opinion. Yes, we still had to practically climb up a hill, but going the other way you are on an incline for most of the trek, which I think is better for my ass and legs.
On the upside, I got a new bottle of Tylenol PM! I love the stuff, because you can't eat while you sleep! I'm just the slightest bit concerned because I'm afraid my metabolism will go down...I'm just going to see if taking them effects my loss, and if I think it is I'll have to stop immediately.
Tomorrow is back to 1000 cals...that already seems like entirely too much...I have to stay the course at least for a few more weeks though. After that I'm going to bring it down. I just want my body to step down off calories gradually.
On a small sidenote, I have become obsessed with legs! I flip through my magazines (a wonderful source of thinspo...delivered to my front door!) and gaze upon beautiful skinny leg, after beautiful skinny leg. It's amazing. lol. I'm such a dork. :)
I've been reading so many blogs lately! I just love how there is this huge community that is so supportive...really cool shit. Alright, the drugs are starting to kick in, so I'm off to bed now! Keep going!
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